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I had a friend once—brilliant, capable, the kind of person who could walk into a room and make everyone feel like they belonged there. She could solve problems before they became problems, could make the impossible feel manageable.
She was someone people looked up to. Someone I looked up to.
And yet, she never saw herself that way.
Every achievement was minimized. Every success was brushed aside as luck. Every compliment was met with an awkward laugh and a dismissive, “Oh, it was nothing.”
It was infuriating.
Because I could see her brilliance. I could see how much she had already done, how much she deserved to be seen, to be proud, to step forward without hesitation.
But she never let herself.
And the worst part? She knew she was doing it.
She would say, “I wish I had your confidence,” as if confidence was some innate trait, as if she was somehow born without it, as if it hadn’t been stolen from her by years of self-doubt, by the expectations placed on her, by the stories she had been told about herself.
And then it hit me—how many times had I done the same?
The Weight of Someone Else’s Words
We don’t start off doubting ourselves. But somewhere along the way, we inherit stories—stories about who we are, what we’re capable of, how much space we’re allowed to take up.
At first, they don’t feel like burdens. They feel like facts.
- Be polite. Don’t be difficult.
- Work hard, but don’t expect too much.
- Be confident, but not arrogant.
- Know your place. Stay in your lane.
And so we obey.
We hesitate before speaking. We apologize for things that don’t require an apology. We downplay our wins and overanalyze our missteps.
We do not know how to celebrate ourselves. And because we have lived by these stories for so long, change feels unnatural.
But self-doubt is not just something we inherit—it is something we reinforce, often without realizing it. And when it takes hold, it shapes not only how we see ourselves but how we move through the world.
The Fine Line Between Doubt and Overconfidence
We often talk about self-doubt as though it is the only obstacle in our way, as if confidence alone can solve everything. But blind self-belief can be just as dangerous as self-doubt.
One convinces us we are never enough. The other convinces us we are always right.
One keeps us small, afraid to move. The other keeps us unchecked, unwilling to listen.
Self-trust is not about blind confidence. It is about discernment. About knowing the difference between fear and intuition. About recognizing when doubt is lying and when it’s asking us to slow down.
And so we find ourselves caught between two extremes—doubt that keeps us small, and self-assurance that refuses to evolve.
But what if the way forward isn’t about either? What if it’s about learning how to rewrite the way we see ourselves?
Rewriting the Narrative: The Story You Deserve to Tell
For years, I thought that being hard on myself would make me better. That if I let up, even for a moment, I would fall behind.
But self-criticism never made me stronger.
It only made me tired.
We are shaping our stories with every choice we make. And rewriting them—truly rewriting them—is never easy.
The Inner Champion: The Reluctance to Let Go
It is not as simple as choosing new words. It is not just about letting go. It is about making room.
Because the stories we have carried—the ones that tell us to stay small, to hesitate, to keep proving ourselves—have not just shaped us. They have restricted us. They have shaped the space we believe we are allowed to take up.
Even when we know they are limiting, they are familiar.
And that is why we hesitate.
Not because we don’t want to grow, but because we don’t know who we are without these walls around us.
Even when they keep us from stretching, from moving, from expanding into all that we could be—there is comfort in their structure.
But growth, real growth, cannot happen in a space too small for it.
And so we wrestle.
We press up against the edges of our own narratives, testing their strength. We wonder what is beyond them. We take small steps, then retreat, feeling the pull of what we have always known.
But maybe, one day, when the walls feel too close, when the air inside them is no longer enough, we will wonder what it would feel like to step beyond them.
And maybe—for now—that thought is enough. Until the day it no longer is.
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